guess what? i am not going to buy my shelf today...i think it is hard to be the youngest child..i mean i'm always stuck in the middle...here's what happened
i called my mum around 4 just now to say happy cny...since it is cny in indo now...so after which, she asked me about bro and his sch...of cos being a good daughter i told her the FACT. well, what can i do? i already lied to mum before and i wouldn't want to repeat it again! so when i passed the phone to bro..mum, of cos, reprimanded him! when the connection to the phone was cut off due to the poor connection in indo, she called him back but this time his mobile...and again start her scolding...during that interval when the connection wasc cut off, i went to his room to take conrad and he asked "WHY DO U HAVE TO TELL HER EVERYTHING????" of cos i told him that mum asked then he said "WELL, U CAN JUST MAKE SOMETHING UP RIGHT???" the hell would i want to do that!
FCUKER!!!! if something happened the fingers will be pointing at me..regardless of whether i lied or not it is always my fault...see how it goes when i'm always like the middlewoman...i think this is one of the reasons on why i want to be in sf rather than be in seattle with my bro...he's dirty, irresponsible, takes things lightly, has no sense of urgency, lazy, etc...i really wish i would get accepted in ucb...and LEAVE this stupid city....
