Tuesday, July 31, 2007
i dont know why, but i keep running away.. may be i'm scared? i dont know for sure, but for one thing that i dont want to lose anyone.. what does it mean when people say, "see, that person is strong...bla bla bla bla....." what does it take to be STRONG? please tell me!
i will not break our promise...Friday, July 27, 2007
my body hurts like really hurt...i cant even sleep peacefully! i cant turn my body, i have splitting headache..all thanks to Wii...well, Wii is just a console..it's just me who lacks of exercise...
No more shopping when i cant even carry anything..walking is also painful~...
will you be the person whom i know next week?Thursday, July 26, 2007
I just made a promise of a lifetime with bulet...i am very happy! =) well i know i am a little like a kid.. but i dont care! to those who said there is no such thing as promise of a lifetime, GET LOST!
MY PROMISE OF A LIFETIME TO BULET: we both will meet up in singapore even when we have our own family!
*simple, yet it is meaningful to me..*
my whole body is aching! i move a little and it HURTS!...i guess i shldnt have played Wii that long...argh~
i'm gonna do "a little" shopping tmr...i'm just dying to slide my visas...blah just hope i dont overspend again..
all i know is no matter what tantrums u throw at me, i will not be angry or unhappy at all..cos u r very important to me...Wednesday, July 25, 2007
My arms are soring...!!! why? i played Wii sports from 9 till 11...took a break to bring conrad down for business for about 10 mins! tt's the only break i got! well, yeah..i can choose to rest, but i didnt so i know it is my fault...now my hands cant top trembling....
it's weird how people get along and dont get along...what's more surprising is when people with different personalities get along well..=)
tell me how i can be just like you...Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Yesterday was daniel's bday...but it slipped my mind..oh well~ what can i do about it anyway..
i went DOL and got my permit and went on to buy Wii! Wii is still so hard to get...imagine going to 3 places and then i am able to get my hands on it...damn! waste time...but anyhow, it is so fun!!!!
seeing you may have been the best thing that happen to me every single day =)Sunday, July 22, 2007
my MIC 101 class is so doomed...i did one of the exam and i accidentally close the windows which means i cant do it anymore cos it cannot be retaken... WHAT A DUMB WAY TO FAIL A CLASS???? i guess i am just no fated for this bloody class...
now i have BUS 201 project which i have to use megastat to do and my laptop cant seem to install...so i am stuck to use sch's comp...darn...and i have BUS 101 project which i dont know what am i going to do..that class is so damn useless...
ARGH~~~ i dont like going to sch anymore...let me stay at home play games or drive around... i wish my life were just not like now...
help me~ i need you!I LOVE BREDA A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!!! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
i cant really express how much i love and grateful and thankful to the most FABULOUS artist, BREDA LIM!
I WILL BRING BACK LOTS OF PEANUT BUTTER CUP FOR U!
i am happy bcos of some stuffs and i am still clearly sad bcos i cant get to UW...
Saturday, July 21, 2007
I DIDNT KNOW THAT UW BUSINESS SCH IS THAT RETARDED!!!! why must they have smth called pre-application and pre-admission requirement! because of that pre-application admission thing i cant go to UW anymore!
ALL BECAUSE OF STUPID CALCULUS! the only way right now, if i want to go to UW is that TAKE CALCULUS this fall...but i cant take calculus in the morning... i have to take at night and in order for me to take it i have to drop either chem or spanish...TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!!! TELL ME WHICH ONE I SHOULD DROP!!!! TELL ME!!!! it is not that Seattle U is that bad but name wise UW is better...
PROS (UW):
name
better business program
CONS (UW):
i cant drive to sch
i have to take bus
it is very big
one building to another is very far away
PROS (SU):
i can drive to sch
i dont have to take bus
distance from one building to another is not far like UW's
CONS (SU):
name is not as gd as UW's
doesnt have business program as gd as UW
expensive
TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO???? TELL ME! TELL ME! TELL ME!i'm going to buy Wii next tuesday..hehe...add some fun stuffs in my apt..so i wont be bored to stay at home...
my allergic reaction is really very disgusting! my skin is all dried up...and it hurts when it touches water..ugh~
shall i compare thee to the summer days? cos u will be the hottest!Friday, July 20, 2007
i've got some stupid allergic reaction on my right wrist...it hurts and itchy...my wrist is a little swollen and the skin become very dry..how weak~
speaking of weak, i really am weak..i'm always getting headaches...do i have brain tumor? or smth wrong with my nerves or whatever...i hope this stupid prone to headaches will stop...
seeing your smile is all that it takes to get me going...Thursday, July 19, 2007
hahahaha! stupid steven lim...i watched the retaliation video done by him because xiaxue branded him one of the 7 disgusting bloggers in sg...and his argument is just going round and round and round...doesnt make sense at all...if u wanna watch go to
www.xiaxue.blogspot.comi've not had this kind of laugh since god knows when but I AM HAPPY... HAHAHA..no, not happy cos i watch that stupid steven lim video but i have NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE SUPER NICE NICE FRIENDS! hehe!
ohh! ohh! before i forget...today, the torturing genius, MIYUKI KUSUMA, didnt finish her food! hello~ big thing alrightie! she always finishes her food..she loves food..she enjoys food...so yah..she didnt finish eating!
i put my hands together and pray that time would stop...today really is my unlucky day...my dog chewed my converse shoelace and of cos it is broken... why me? why me? why me? what else could go wrong? let's hope nth will go wrong anymore for today..
I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT JULY19 IS MY UNLUCKY DAY FROM THIS YEAR ONWARDS!
the little things you do that make me twitch...i think today is so gonna be my unlucky day. why do i have to pick up a call from my bro's ex, zoe, while she is crying like a bloody helpless near committing suicide state kind of person. she cried and cried and cried and i dont get whatever she is trying to say...and the whole point i deduced is is that she hit my bro hard with her HANDS...wow..i wonder whether it is her palm or her fist...and then she said that they thought they can stay as friends bla bla bla..but couldnt...then smth about my bro's not gonna see her anymore and so do i...what fuck? oh and yah she asked me "lina, do u hate me?" WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT? how am i suppose to answer her? well, of cos i said no...i couldnt say YES cos it will hurt her more and she will commit suicide...u dont think so? hello~ women's mind are scary u know...! back back to topic...and yah she kept repeating that they couldnt be together at all and when i ask her why she say she couldnt say it bla bla bla...and my bro told her that she is clingy and the feeling is gone bla bla bla...DAMN DRAMA! and why should i be the victim of her whining, her crying, etc...HELLO! it is NONE OF MY BUSINESS! i hate drama mama women...i'm keeping my fingers crossed so that i wont turn into one of them...
OH! at the end she still asked me whether she called my home phone or my bro's handphone..idiot eh! why in the hell would i even pick up my bro's phone...and what an "excellent" ex-gf not even knowing whether she called the home phone or handphone...i wonder what did she store my home phone no. and my bro's hp no as...honey? sweetheart? darling? oh god! the thought of it alone makes me wanna puke...i dont mind if she stored my bro's hp no. as honey or whatever but not the home phone..cos i am using that phone too!
I DONT UNDERSTAND WOMEN...DONT TELL ME I AM A WOMAN TOO! I AM! BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND! WOMEN ARE CRAZY, SCARY CREATURES!Wednesday, July 18, 2007
there is no shame in failing cos it means u r a step nearer to ur goal..but I CANT ACCEPT ANY FAILURE IN MY LIFE! not that i want it perfect or anything..just that i am a big sucker for failing...i will pout the whole day because i FAILED...
i am turning into a FATTY...changed my jigoku shoujo skin cos it didnt work out that well...but i like it so much! but never mind..
my right wrist hurts and i cant seem to bend it...i skipped another 2 morning class today...i skipped it yesterday, too.. today's excuse is: RAINING AND COLD. it's summer here dude! and still cold..-_-'' i will just go for stats class at 11.20am...
see what i've become? LAZYTuesday, July 17, 2007
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I PASS MY WRITTEN EXAM!
CURRENT MISSION: DRIVE EVERY WEEKENDS INCLUDING FRIDAY TO GET MYSELF USED TO BMW AND THE TAKE DRIVING LICENSE TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
okok i am very happy cos soon enough (may be 2 mths) my days of taking bus to college is SOOOOO over!
hold and don't ever let go...because don't regret when i'm no longer there...Monday, July 16, 2007
people! people! tomorrow's a big day for me! i will take the driving written test for the 2ND time! yes! i failed the first time...=( Wish me lots of luck alright?
i'm scared of miyuki cos she is smart...she can read people's mind...Sunday, July 15, 2007
whew~ i finish all my assignments~ woo-hoo! my BUS 101 class is so behind schedule and i couldnt care so much...i am so hopeless in business class =X
yesterday i bought new ipod to replace my old one..and now i have the urge to buy the dock..damn! i am so broke right now..well, not broke, broke..still have some moolahs to buy smth but just that i want my bank to have lots of ka-ching!
now i want to buy new camera, new hp (nokia 8600 luna), new sandals, new bags, new shoes, ipod dock, etc! and all of them are so expensive! T_T anyone care to fund me a little? HAHA! kidding~
right now it is the 4th week of summer classes! i cant wait for this stupid quarter to end..i want to go sg...but i dont know whether i will be going! i am still having cold war with mom..very B-L-A-H!
i gave you my words and i shall never break it even if it is going to take me years...Friday, July 13, 2007
i gambled for the first time today..i mean with CARDS! haha..i've never gambled and I LOST lots...=X
i wish i had a second side of me..the side which no one would able to see right through me...
i wish i had never been born into my current family..
i wish i had a mask that i would wear for everyday life...with that mask, i would be able to deceive others...
i miss...Thursday, July 12, 2007
i dont know why but i am so scared of someone who can see right through me!
i am so ignorant... i have no clue about what it takes to be a happy person or what it takes to live...i have not seen much in this world..am i being a little shallow or whatever u call it...BAH~ i dont know.. i really want not to care but it always seems that i always care about what others say about ME...=X i am so weak!
why am i so afraid to tell anyone about what happened last year?
tell me everything on what u have seen of me...be truthfulWednesday, July 11, 2007
I am an incomplete genius
Miyuki is a GENIUS
I respect Miyuki
LONG LIVE MIYUKI~ -.-
harry potter's a disappointment, but daniel's GREAT! HAHA!
it hurts when i heard it from you, but it doesn't hurt at all when i heard it from other people..Tuesday, July 10, 2007
MIC 101 is canceled and BAH i am left doing nothing for 1 1/2 hr... why am i so weak? weak as in physically weak... i ate noodles yesterday and now i have the puking sensation..yuck~
Monday, July 9, 2007
i've really lost it...here i am in class (MIC 101) and at the same time BLOGGING...
i couldn't help but to smile every time i see you...Saturday, July 7, 2007
I HATE THE WILLIAMS SISTERS! WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BEAT MARIA??? WHY??BITCHES!
i feel so empty when you're not with me..i want to appear to be 'the one' for you...today, i drove illegally in america.. well, since i dont have USA driver license just yet, so it is illegal...BUT HELL! I LOVE IT!
i nearly forgot the way i love to drive and most importantly CAR! i love the sound of the muffler when i press on the accelerator.. i love the steering wheel and EVERYTHING!...(muffler is also commonly known as the exhaust pipe)
I JUST LOVE CAR SO MUCH! but if i were to choose between cars and those around me...i would still choose those around me...
because of you, i am beginning to be a better and happier person..thank youThursday, July 5, 2007
i believe you, so dont disappoint me..i will do just as what you told me earlier..as i can only believe in you for now...
you're really the only one who can pull me back from the slump I'm at for all these years...It's kind of silly, but I couldn't help but to say you're light of my life =)Wednesday, July 4, 2007
oh~ in this world so bleak as i see it, i find the only rays of light in my life from you..
dear god! i have been sleeping irregularly these few days...just yesterday, i didnt sleep until this morning around 6+am...and woke up at 1pm...this is so bad...
i have so many things i want to buy...BUT! i have no money left to spare to support my current lifestyle...
waiting for the day when i could run to your arms...Monday, July 2, 2007
i feel that there's a distance between me and everyone else these days... is it just me? i dont know...
i hope the distance that i feel right now will not get further apart anymore..or else, i really have no idea what i'm gonna do..
the fight between me and mom is still on and i am not talking to her right now until she apologizes... she's too much and i dont know what else to say..i know it's too much to ask her to apologize to me but this is one thing that i will not forgive even my own parents... well, even if i do forgive her, i will never forget it and i will bring it with me to my grave...damn! i think i have too much hatred towards my mom after she forced me to take accounting as my major...shit!
next subject...that idiotic woman keeps calling me day and night and dang right i never answer...she tried calling me with another phone number but i didnt pick it up...asshole! BITCH! i really regret being miss goody right now...i can be good at times but i think this time the devil has been unleashed...she will get it from me when she approached me in campus which i wish will never happen...
to think that i will like someone this much... this shows that i can no longer run away from the fact that i'm in love with you and everything about you...Sunday, July 1, 2007
how can i make you feel so damn jealous..jealous up to the point until you are so ready to blow off your mind...damn! HOW???
i think i should cool off and think of the happy stuffs..
yeah damn right that i'm so gonna make you jealous until you say that you love me...
