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I have been having some difficulties signing in to my blog account for the past few days.

Ever since I got back from SF, I have been sleeping and eating non-stop! Oh I wish I could just get my butt out of the house.

Monday is the start of new quarter and God I just want to say....DAMN! I am so not ready for classes. Yeah, yeah, I complained when the spring break started because I had nothing to do. But hey, it's humans' nature.

My trip to SF was great and took quite a load of photos and I should like describe more of the trip.

DAY 1:

Captain Hook wanna be

I saw this at the interstate on the way to Downtown SF

Banana Nutella Crepes at Fisherman's Wharf

The "Crippled" pigeon while I saw when I was eating the crepes

Bulet and I at some place at Fisherman's Wharf

The Giant CRAB in front of Fisherman's Wharf

The doggy bush

The whale and dolphin bush

Two seals kissing -- I meant the sculpture

The nice flowers -- Seriously, I think this is the nicest flower arrangement I have ever seen

I am now tired of uploading all the pictures so I will do it again tomorrow.

I just got back home from Karaoke about an hour ago. I sang until my throat hurts right now. I went shopping and bought lots of stuffs. In total, I spent 600 USD in 2 days -- spent 500 USD today. My luggage can't be zipped!!! I am still going to buy something again tomorrow. Gosh!

I met Findy at Juicy Couture today! Oh boy! She changed! I mean last time she wouldn't even go out shopping wearing shoes and now she wears one! HA-HA!

I am too tired to elaborate. I will blog the details on Monday.

I just woke up! Actually planned to do so at 9AM, but we can't get up at all. =)

Well, now bulet's taking a shower. I am all alone -- Room Alone 1. HAHAHA! I took the name from the movie Home Alone. How unimaginative!

Today is the SHOPPING DAY for cicak and bulet! I will be going to lots of shops and buy lots of things! This is the taste of "FREEDOM" before I go back to Seattle and STUDY HARD TO GET INTO HAAS SCHOOL OF BUSINESS!!! RO-AR!

Anyway, let's wait until spring quarter start then I start studying. Excuse me, you asked why? Ohhhh!!! Because I can't study the materials that I have not been taught before~ Moreover, it is the change of quarter and subjects also change! HA-HA!

I had a really great day!! I actually went to Haas School of Business!!!!! I actually set my foot on that building!!! The building is just simply FABULOUS!! I shall put up the photos soon!

I went to a few places today: Ghirardelli chocolate and ate Warm Brownie Sundae, went to lombard and then at night went over to Twin Peak! OMG! When we were at the twin peak, it was so cold and I couldn't hold still to take a shot!

I am going for a shopping spree tmr!

I am now in USF, blogging with bulet's MAC.

I just heard an accident from bulet just now. It was about a car crashing to a building right in front of USF building and also it ran over the pedestrian. The pedestrian is not just any ordinary pedestrian. She is associated with the dean of USF -- THE DEAN'S WIFE! wow!

I am sleepy right now! I have nothing to do. Bulet's classes end at 1PM and I am like waiting with nothing to play with.

We will be going over to japantown after her class. I want to eat shabu-shabu! HAHAHA!!!

I want to eat lots of things and shop too!

Some shops that are written in my agenda: BURBERRY, ralph lauren, dcshoe and may be those abercrombie kind cos i don't really shop in seattle. No car on my own right now. So shopping days are still on hold in seattle.

Hello people! I am now in SF! First day here already been a great one!

I went to fisherman's wrath and also to a few malls in SF. I went looking for my DS Lite but it seems that there isn't any stocks left in SF. So I am left with no game to play with.

I bought STANFORD's sweatshirt! I am a very happy girl right now. Tomorrow, I will go over to UCB to look at the Haas' building and environment. I think I am so gonna be a really happy girl if I moved to SF and in addition to that, got accepted in UCB =)

I will post the photos when I got back to Seattle. Now I am using Bulet's MAC to blog. =)

This entry is going to be full of vulgarities. So if you still want to read, read at your own risk.

FUCKER!! THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE! THE BLOODY MOTHERFUCKER, SONOFABITCH, DOOFUS BROTHER LOST MY FAVORITE LUGGAGE! FUCKER, ASSHOLE, BASTARD, JERK! I HAVE NO OTHER LUGGAGE TO CARRY TO SAN FRANCISCO. FUCKER! DIDNT EVEN SAY A SINGLE SORRY! FUCK!

IF THERE WERE REALLY A HOTLINE HELL LIKE THE ANIME JIGOKU SHOUJO I WILL SEND HIM TO HELL MAN! THE WORLD IS A MUCH BETTER PLACE WITHOUT HIM! I REALLY FUCKING HATE HIM!!!!! BASTARD! HOPE HE JUST GOT KNOCKED DOWN BY A CAR AND JUST DIE!!!!!!!

WHY AM I STUCK WITH SUCH A IRRESPONSIBLE BROTHER????? IF I COULD, I WOULD RATHER HAVE NO BROTHER AT ALL!!!! HE IS LIKE DEAD TO ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING FOR HIM FROM NOW ON! I WILL NOT CLEAN HIS ROOM, DO HIS LAUNDRY!

GO TO HELL YOU SONOFABITCH!!!

Sadly, this is how I look now.........

A REALLY FAT PERSON!!!! HELP ME!!! NOTHING I DID SEEM TO WORK!! I EXERCISE AND ALL BUT I AM STILL FAT!!! FATTY!!! I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED A FATTY!!!!

I just read vira's blog!! Disaster! She said she is not coming for spring quarter!! I am so looking forward seeing her after such a long time! =(

Well, hopefully time flies faster then ever so that she can just come back to USA, where she regards it as her HOME. I always see people get hurt or see that their life is going into another direction than they want it to be. Sometimes, I asked my mom why is life so complicated. She has no answer for that - I guess no one has. So I conclude that everything in this world is not predestined. People have to fight for their rights and draw their own life path and obstacles are just a stepping stone towards your future. People stumble across them but they must know how to pick themselves up in order to continue. Anyway, if life wasn't that complicated, we would be insensitive, self-centered brats. We wouldn't know the meaning of pain or sympathy.

Vira is so sad right now, but I can't do anything. Wow, what kind of friend am I? I guess I will just tell her what I want to say here. Vira! Don't be sad alright? Life always plays with us. Just when something is going the direction you want it to be, it turns it back on us. All that matter is that you must have faith in yourself. I can't do anything much for you and I am not a person with good words, but I will always be there for you no matter what happened. I wish I could give you a big big big hug right now just like you gave me an imaginary hug in MSN. I am still looking forward to see you no matter when. =) I miss you a lot girl!

I slept for 12 hours and I still have headache! SLEPT TOO MUCH!!! Tomorrow I'm going to SF and I'm sick! How can this be????????????????? This is HELL!!!

WHO CARES! I AM STILL GOING TO SHOP EVEN IF I'M BED-RIDDEN! This is the strong will of a person who have not shopped for 4 months! (I don't actually count shopping online as shopping ----> I do it out of boredom) I have lots of things to buy in SF; not like I can't get it in Seattle, but I want to shop with bulet and ask her opinion. What if I can't carry all my things? Ohhh~ easy! I've already predicted that. I AM JUST GOING TO FEDEX IT!

I have no idea what I'm going to do today! I didn't leave the house yesterday except going to campus. So what should I do today? Clean the house? Have a nice hot bubble bath? ARGH! LIFE WITHOUT CLASSES IS SO BORING! Wow, I'm such a bogus. When I have classes, I always want the holidays to come. But now? I want classes! Damn me!

I woke up early and went to school to take my final econ paper. I got a B. Not bad actually, but I think I could have done better than this. =(

The last day of class and last day I will see Daniel Nelson sitting behind me during econ class. I sound very pathetic right?

Speaking of Daniel, it reminds me of Daniel Radcliffe. HAHA! It's been quite a while since I mentioned his name. I browsed through the net and found his most recent photo!!! *SHRIEK*
HE HAS GROWN UP SO MUCH! HE IS EVEN MORE MATURE LOOKING AND HAVE THIS CUTE FACIAL HAIR...erm not that I really like facial hair but it looks good on him =) hehe..I think I'm flying right now HAHA.!

But I don't get something. Why am I like liking a person whom I never even met before, a celebrity, bla bla bla thousands other things? HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME DAMN IT! =( Most girls I know are like that. And girls are known as the inferior human beings compared to boys. Because, girls tend to think with their feeling, compassion, care, love, all the fuzzy warm stuff while on the other hand guys think with their brain with justice and all. It hurts to be known as the inferior one.

I slept at 4.50AM this morning and woke up at around 12PM. Yeh, yeh I'm crazy, I have some loose screws in my head. Whatever~

I am so left alone from today until wednesday. My bro is going to Vegas. There is no food in the fridge. Even if there is, I can't cook. I am so lonely for the next 3 days =( Anyone want to drop by my house and play?

I was thinking of going to EBGames to buy DS game card. But I am currently using zoe's. I haven't bought one for myself. I'm buying it when I'm in SF.

I chatted a bulk load with vira yesterday! HAHA! I MISS HER SO MUCH! The last time I saw her was during during Findy's Bday party 2 years ago~ Weeee!! I am so happy that she's coming back to seattle! Give me a call ok vir?

Just now was not as boring as morning. A few of bro's friends dropped by: Natalia, Caroline and Bobby. They are really nice people. Glad I met them today. =) May be this is one of the reasons on why I will choose to stay in Seattle later on. But I still wish to go to San Francisco cos I want to get into UCB.

Hope everything would go on smootly as from now on. I give all my prayers to the bright stars.

Another boring day for me. Tomorrow, I will be left alone until wednesday because my brother is going to Las Vegas. In the meanwhile, I have a presentation at 6-8.30PM. Who's going to pick me up?? It's hell scary at night in USA. I don't want to get robbed, etc.

I'm still thinking what I should do when my bro's away. Play game? B-O-R-I-N-G~
Go shopping? but alone? I'm going to SF to shop!
I am completely clueless.

It's a boring day for a boring girl. My room is such a mess right now and I was going to wash the toilet today. But I am so tired. May be because due to the lack of the activity today.

I'm going to buy my OWN DS when I'm in SF because I want bulet's opinion on it..=) I've already thought of some of the games I'm gonna buy at SF: Theme Park, Hannah Montana the Game, Harvest Moon DS and Need For Speed: Most Wanted. I'm still thinking whether I want to buy dogs. Because the game is taking care of a dog and just like that. I will buy Pokemon but waiting for the new one to come out: Pearl and Diamond pokemon (Both are the same game but I can't decide which cartridge I will buy).

I miss my mom a lot (not her biasness) =(

FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! (well at least for this quarter) Few errors here and there for my econ finals and perhaps I can still get a B. The lecturer said that the finals will be based on the 2nd half of the quarter but fisher effect came out (1st half of the quarter). I didn't study that part at all. Next was the income velocity of money. The equation is MV = PQ. I got that correct. I gave all the definations of each letters, but for M I got it wrong. I forgot taht it's called income velocity of money. Instead I put velocity of money income. -_-''' The worst thing is that the question is worth 10 points! STUPID ME!

Yesterday philosophy class was a really sickening one. It was finals. Well, the sickeniung part wasn't finals. But during project discussion for my group. After finals, we were supposed to get into our group and discuss about the project we are going to do on next tuesday. However, my group had the least number of people turning up for the discussion. One of us was so annoyed that she doesn't even care about it anymore and just do individual stuff. But it will beat the purpose of a group project then. For one hour, we were trying to figure out what we want to do while other groups are filled with enthusiasm and many bright ideas. My group was the worst. No mood, people were annoyed. =( So at last, we decided to have some questionnaires. It is a little game to decide whether you have moral or no moral. I know it is lame but we've got nothing else to do. Moreover, if we were to do some play or singing, bla bla bla, people who weren't at the discussion yesterday wouldn't be able to participate. What you expect us to do then? Leave them alone like idiot not knowing what they should do? For god's sake, I am so mad cos I am stuck here trying to come out with 20 moral questions. -_-''

I am so glad that I am going over to san francisco next Thursday =))! I'm going for a shopping spree, university hunting (1st priority = UCB), eat, meet findy (if she can), and taking lotsa photo with my bulet~=). I think I'm so gonna burst my wallet for this trip..hehe..But I don't care, bulet and I have not gone for shopping together for 7 months? We have not gone for shopping bag challenge at all. I miss those days where we would meet at Paragon taxi stand and start shopping until night. While shopping one of us would say, "(translated from indo language) I've already got ____ (insert a number here)! You only have ____ (insert a number here)." We would sometimes gossip about a person who is so cheap (we called her cheapo) and imitate on how she would practically kiss the taxi window when she is FORCED to take a cab. We forced her because we were so tired and she insisted on taking the stupid MRT. Gosh! Bulet and I hate it! Right, bulet??? =)

My philo class just ended 30 mins ago. Now, I have 1 more finals to go: economics. Philo and eng exam were alrigth. I made a few mistakes here and there for english and philo.

I will blog again tomorrow when I have more time cos right now I need to study. =)

I am so sleepy this morning that I slept again on the floor after switching off my alarm. To my horror, when I woke up it's 7.43AM!!! Not that I'm late, but I always get my butt off the house at 8.10AM!! So I did a fast wash-up then get dressed and then start walking fast to the bus stop.

Today's wednesday and it means that tomorrow I will have my english and philosophy exam T_T! Worst, I have not coompleted the study guide for philosophy exam. So god damn screwed up!!!

I realize something today after econ class earlier on. I am biased against stupid people. Not stupid as in mentally challenged people, but those people who make stupid choices. Many of us, of course, want to protect our own country's economy. Like say, buying products that is made by your own country. But it is obviously impossible to buy a good that is far inferior than the other. Would you buy american car or a german car? A Cadillac or BMW? Just because you're from a citizen of some country and support your nation by buying their inferior product, it doesn't mean you will be much better off! You're being DUMB!

While I was browsing the net yesterday, I cam across this news probably quite a long time ago, some people are asking the governments to put quotas on import goods coming in to their country/ place high tariffs. Why? Their reason was they didn't want their country's production of, let's say steel, to be OUTSOURCED. You think it was the real reason? Absolutely not! The real reason was that those people who asked government to place quotas/ tarrifs were mainly steel workers themselves. Let's take USA for an example. If USA government start to import more of foreign steels, the company in USA would suffer a loss and probably has to close down. What happen to the workers? NO MORE JOBS. So, they asked the government to place quotas/ tariffs because they do not want to lose their job (not to mention their high salary even though they are unproductive). Because of this, the price of steel in USA rose up as demand for it increases. Would you pay steels, of the same quality, but at a higher price? Normal people would say "NO" and would buy the cheaper one. -_-''

Stupid people always make stupid choices like that! They don't even think of the consequences at all! There is a price to pay for every decision to make, dumbass!

It is very pathetic of me to have to blog in campus computer lab. People kept looking at my way trying to figure out what I'm doing. I really wish I could get back my laptop!!! T_T!! I'm crying a river!!! I hate it when I can't use/ have my own laptop!!! I'm so gonna buy this week..

In 40 minutes, I will have that lame english class.. Glad that this quarter is ending!!! =)

My laptop is officially dead - only the screen to be precise. Yesterday, after chatting with Findy, the screen of my laptop flickered and then BLACK OUT! BUT, the engine and everything is running perfectly, the only thing that is missing is that operating with a blank screen. It is not screensaver because I set my screensaver at 9999 minutes. I hate screensavers ok. I want to buy a new laptop right now. I am still deciding whether to buy HP Pavilion or Compaq Presario. I want one with a built-in camera so I don't need to install one again. I can also web-cam anytime I want. I think I'm gonna buy HP Pavilion dv6000t but it is quite pricey.

Friday is econ final and the lecturer told us today about one of the questions. DANG! I don't know the answer to it. Guess I should start studying eh? Speaking of finals, I am so through with philosophy exam guide. I don't know what the answers are and it makes my head spins!!!

I'm gonna buy textbooks for next quarter today. But not all because books are heavy and I do not want to overwork myself. THEY ARE THICK THICK THICK BOOKS!

I think I should get some sleep because I'm getting insane as time goes by.

I woke up at 1PM AGAIN! Well, I slept at 4AM (including the daylight savings). Tomorrow is MONDAY! Just the thought of going to school is UGH. Well, on the bright side, it is the second last week of the quarter and on the 19th and 20th, is suppused to be finals but lecturers moved it. So it is some kind of 2 free days but going to school.

Finished most of my assignments but not my philosophy exam guide. I am so screwed for this time's philosophy exam..BAH! Who cares, I screwed my first exam too. I did the exam for 15 minutes and I was out of the classroom. But, I am keeping my fingers crossed for my econ and english exam.

Anyone care to recommend nice nintendo DS Lite games? I want to buy and play while I'm in USF waiting for BULET when she's in class on Friday 3/23/2007

I am miserable in Seattle...
I want to shout out my discontent...
I want to move out...
I don't want others to interfere with my life choices...
I don't want my life to be planned out...
I want to be just me...
I hate everything in my apartment...
I hate my brother...
I hate my mother for siding him...

Anyone care to help me who has fallen deep into this dark pithole called family?

I slept for 12 hours I think...Then I watched Cheetah Girls 2 until 4 and the I took a shower. I wanted to go to Barnes & Noble to get a boook called Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. But I am too lazy right now.

SHERLY IS COMING TO USA!!! I am so happy!!! At last I get to see her after 4+ months!!!! I really hope Findy can come to Seattle for her Spring break!!! I miss her too!!! Both are my sweetest friends since like forever!!!! Oh not forgetting MY BULET too!!!! I miss you bulet! I see you soon in 2 weeks time ok? I am so bored in Seattle ALONE!!! I hate everything in Seattle. Well, things are going to be a whole lot better when Sherly's here. I can call and confide in her. I hate my brother, his girlfriend, etc. BLEACH! When am I going to be free from this cage? I BARELY OPEN MY WINGS EVER SINCE I'M IN USA!!!!! I am so tired over all this nonsense!!! Why can't my mom accept me for who I am???????? Is it that bad that I want to be a chemist? Is it such an embarrassment?? DANG!!!! Forget it! Neverl will I have my dreams come true.

Not a bad day but the stupid headache I got at around 3PM ruined my day.

I'm going to buy a new laptop with window vista home premium/ business as the OS and intel dual core as the processor. I have 2 options only: compaq presario or hp pavillion. I don't want to buy Fujitsu because it is costly and I think it is not worth it at this point of time. HP is quite good and not very costly either.

Next week is finals and I have no start studying. I have not even done my philosophy exam guide. SO STRESSED!!!

I had trouble waking up this morning and in addition to that, I had the weirdest dream. The dream was suppose to be a happy one and all of sudden, I saw conrad turned into some psycho monster and wanted to eat me up. Then the next thing I knew was I was driving in my car and singing the old song by Theresa Teng (whatever her name is) and when I look at my surrounding, I was in the 1970s...DANG! Then there was this unrest and many suicide bombing, etc and I was nearly murdered.

I have doubts again for my university. I really want to go to UCB but the chances of me going there = 0.0000000000000000000000000001%. Not trying to be pessimistic or what but I have to have at least an average GPA of 3.9 for every quarter. With the look of it, this quarter is a nightmare! I couldn't possibly get 3.9!!! The one thing that is impossible is Philosophy! Final for philosophy is next Thursday and I really have no idea what the exam guide is talking about. I don't even understand ethics that chapter!

But if I didn't get into UCB I would end up staying in Seattle, going to UW!!! I don't want!!! Not that UW is bad or what, in fact it is ranked 17 in the world. The problem is that if I stay in Seattle, I would be stuck doing housework such as vacuuming and laundry for my brother!!!! EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! I don't mind doing it for myself but for others? I mean if my friends ask me to help her clean I would delightfully do so. But I hate OBLIGATIONS. My mom thinks that I HAVE TO. The hell with "HAVE TO"!!!!! Moreover, I have to drive my brother's car which I hate so much!!! He modifies it until it is hard to be driven and I have to take notes of the pitholes, etc...Not that I don't have to if he didn't modifies it. But, the car is now more VULNERABLE! ARGH!

After econ class, I went to the washroom and after washing my hands, I opened the door and it was as if I was a toilet doorgirl. People kept coming in when I opened the door and I hold it open until I had the chance to slip out.

I still have 3 philosophy essays: 2 short and 1 long. =(

ps: If you're my friend and needs my help, I would be happy to help if it is under my capabilities =)

Yesterday night I didn't sleep until 2.30AM. But, I didn't feel tired at all when I woke up this morning. In fact, I was full of energy. It was raining so I woke my bro up and asked him to send me to campus.

Econs at 9AM and thank god that the lecture is no longer on the Federal Goverment. Today's lecture was on money supply and some graphs. I really enjoy the graphs part but not really enjoyng when talking about money reserves, etc. Bleah! I guess I am just a typical mathematic girl.

In english class, we had this presentation and I went up second. I refuse to go first or even last. Being in the middle is the best. When it was my turn, I just start my presentation, My Family. I said all what's in my outline and at the end my english lecturer cried? How emotional can she get?

I am AGAIN stuck with many assignments. I have not finish rewriting my econ notes, 3 short essays for philosophy, 1 long essays on "How Should One Live?". Philosophy class is tomorrow and I have not started. Actually, I am having a writer's block..I am having difficulties with my long essay.. =(

I finished my philosophy reading questions but all of them were half-ass job done. Who cares? The lecturer said that she will still give full credit even if we didn't get the right answer. Well, now that I know I have already secured 25% of the class grade, I just need to work on my CCKP #5, the presentation and the exam 2 which is next thursday. Time pass by so quickly and it seems like yesterday that I just arrived in USA. I hope next quarter is going to be a good one for me.

For some reasons, I'm prejudice against Vietnamese..why? Because they talk so loudly in the public, as if their ancestors own the road. This girl in my english class is a vietnamese she is very rude! She snatched my handphone and without saying anything like "Hey, can I see your phone?" She just snatched it and enter her phone number inside my phone. Why do I need her phone number for anyway? Now, whenever she saw me along the corridor or in class, she would hit me! HIT ME!! Who in the hell gives her the right to smack me? damn you!

Then today, I met this girl also a vietnamese. But she is nothing like the girl I mentioned above. She is sweet and nice. I wonder what's with the 360 degree difference between them. She is the only Vietnamese that I like as a friend.

Tomorrow is my english oral presentation and I am so not prepared for it. I was thinking of giving an impromtu kind of presentation. But since it is worth 75 points, I guess I will just practice a few times to get my timing right.

I have quite a few assignments here and there: 4 philosophy essays, re-writing my econ class notes, english outline.

I hope this week will just be over soon because I really can't wait to go to san francisco.

Yeah I took a nap yesterday and woke up at 12AM. Then, I refuse to study and went to sleep after telling my brother to lower down the TV volume. Gosh! Now, I am so screwed! I have not completed my philosophy hmwks!!!! Next week is finals and dang, I am so not ready yet.

I'm having a slight headache today and so, after econ class I went to see my english lecturer to tell her that I'm not coming to today's class. HEY, she will count the attendance differently then alright. Now, here I am at home blogging while waiting for the rice to be cooked.

I really want to take double major: business and chemistry. I have to take business as I have a family business. For chemistry, it is my passion but my mother doesn't approve of it. Well, actually she did say "yes" but she is still discouraging me from taking it. So, I am so lost. Should I or should I not? But it is true, you know, well what am I going to do after I graduate with chemistry degree? A chemist? Actually, after I graduate, I planned to build a pharmaceutical industry, food industry (flavoring) or chemical suppliers industry. Well, I guess I will just leave my future in the hands of my Mom's.

I'm gonna sleep after I eat. I don't care if I'm gonna be fat or what. My headache is so bad that I couldn't think rationally anymore.

I am so tired! Ever since Saturday, I have been waking up after an 8 hour ~~long~~short sleep. Now I am dead beat yet I can't go to sleep. WHY? because I have not finished my philosophy homeworks. I guess I will just take an-hour nap before starting on my philosophy.

Nothing much happened today except that I brought Conrad to the vet to get his vaccine shot and also examine him whether he got worms. He was so scared of other dogs! Geez..I wonder whether I got a cat rather than a dog! So I asked the doctor why is Conrad so scared of humans and also other dogs..Then he explained it why, which I am so way too lazy to type it. However, when it comes to shots, Conrad isn't scared at all; surprisingly, he wanted to lick the syringe. After the shot, we went to the counter to pay for the vet visit and vaccination bill. This was when Conrad start to minggle around other dogs and approaching other humans! DANG! Sometimes I cannot help but to think that I got a rather slow dog or should I say DUMB.

Bro and Zoe went to Vancouver today. I was supposed to go too but I am just way too lazy to make the VISA so I stayed at home watching DVDs and TV shows and at the same time, doing my overdue assignments. Until now, I have not even finish my assignments. So I guess I will be staying late today!

I slept at 1AM this morning and woke up unwillingly at 7.25AM. I was so tired that I ~~can't~~ don't want to move a single muscle. Eventually, I forced and dragged myself to the bathroom to take a shower. It's snowing slightly at campus and is freaking cold!!!

I had the usual friday econ quiz at 9AM and luckily it was somehitng that I read before. Speaking of which, the caucasian guy who sat behind me and the one whome I have a crush on, I said that his name was Dan but actually his name is DANIEL!!! DANIEL NELSON! Such a coincidence! I peeked at his quiz for the name section to double-check whether I got his name correctly, fortunately I did not and I found out his name!!

From today onwards, I only have 2 weeks to the finals (doom's day)! I really want to go to England right now and watch the play Equus. Daniel Radcliffe is playing the main lead and best part of all he played NUDE!!!! NUDE!!!!! Gosh, If only I'm in England!

Nothing much today actually. No econ class today and I went to school for a pathetic 1 hr. Then, I went back home and my bro and zoe asked me to eat sushi but after we reached there we changed our mind and eat johnny rocket instead...HORRIBLE I tell you! but I like the fries..

I am so broke right now!!! I found out that I need 650 bucks for my textbooks alone!! I am so fried! Since I have been shopping non-stop, now the consequence is that I need to dig my own allowance for my textbooks! HORRIBLE!!! So next month, there will be no shopping for me..I have to survive with 100 bucks for a month!!! WHAT TYPE OF PERSON CAN SURVIVE WITH 100 BUCKS IN USA?????? Next time, I will think before buying anything..I am so regretting this man!

Philosophy class in 3 hrs time!! I hate philosophy but I dont hate the teacher. She is nice and she is willing to take late papers and still give full credits. If it were my other lecturers they wouldn't even want to take let alone give credit for it. My assignments are piling up again: Economics notes that have to be re-written (2 weeks of it), econ reading materials for this week, English presentation, philosophy 2 RQ..I think that's all..I guess I won't be having a nice sleep tonight!