I don't know why but I am never turned on when I look at Indo guys. I mean I don't feel or see any attraction but whenever I see guys from Europe, I will be like WOO-HOO! I'm serious! There is this German guy in my english class and I think he's nice. I don't want to elaborate further.

My stomach is queasy and very blech from yesterday. It feels like it's bloated and yet nothing comes out of my mouth. OMG! I feel like I'm dying.

I've been thinking yesterday; I thought of what I really, really want to do with my life. Currently, I'm majoring in business (accounting/finance) and I thought of doing double major. But, I realize that, I'm not cut out to be in a corporate world. Why? Because, I get bored easily even though I don't mind doing the monotonous thing every day. I mean, would I really last doing office work day after day? I will be doing nothing but business transactions. However, it is impossible for me to take change to another major because I don't know what to take! Oh screw it! Should I be a doctor? But with my sarcastic nature, I don't think I will be a good doctor -- moreover, I always freak out when someone has some illness, etc. Should I be an architect? Well, for starters, I like houses -- especially, NICE houses. But I can't draw well. I can only copy other people's work. I just don't have that artistic flair. I pass all my secondary school art exam by copying some painters' work. One of them is Crying Woman by Pablo Picasso.
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Yeah, Yeah! I know it is not right to copy other people's work. Who cares? I got an A1 for it!! Anyway, I think my drawing days are so over. I hate to pick up my old painting brushes and start mixing colors and paint.

So, for now, I would just stick with business first. May be, when I can't find what I really want to do, I will just reproduce and let my children to make my dreams come true. =)

***I'm thinking so far ahead of time!***