will my dreams come true? i think my dream of being a chemist might change..i guess my passion for chemistry isnt that great after all. what can u say? i am just an ordinary girl who tries hard to be acknowledged by those she loves...HAHA! i think i'm really losing my sanity...

damn..i really have mental block...all i can think of since yesterday night was all about the same thing. ARGH!!!! is it really hard to express my feelings? i wish i could express it but i dont think i can ever do that!!! cannot!! =( but i'm grateful...because after meeting that, my life has become colorful once again. well, not that it was bleak before meeting that..but it's better now.. one day, i really want to tell that that i'm glad that i have met that...=)