i feel that there's a distance between me and everyone else these days... is it just me? i dont know...

i hope the distance that i feel right now will not get further apart anymore..or else, i really have no idea what i'm gonna do..

the fight between me and mom is still on and i am not talking to her right now until she apologizes... she's too much and i dont know what else to say..i know it's too much to ask her to apologize to me but this is one thing that i will not forgive even my own parents... well, even if i do forgive her, i will never forget it and i will bring it with me to my grave...damn! i think i have too much hatred towards my mom after she forced me to take accounting as my major...shit!

next subject...that idiotic woman keeps calling me day and night and dang right i never answer...she tried calling me with another phone number but i didnt pick it up...asshole! BITCH! i really regret being miss goody right now...i can be good at times but i think this time the devil has been unleashed...she will get it from me when she approached me in campus which i wish will never happen...





to think that i will like someone this much... this shows that i can no longer run away from the fact that i'm in love with you and everything about you...